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Yeah, totally a hard month for me . Hard weeks and hard days to start with ~ April ~ I never ever experience this kind of situation in my life . Its true, something life can be so mean and can be so cruel to you but i dont expect this kind of thing will happened to me right now . Sometimes i do admit im not strong enough to handle this . Im not brave enough to face all of this . I need a shoulder to cry on, i need someone who always here, by my side to hear all of my problem, to see my tears, to see how weak i am, to see how depressed i am . I need you . Yeah, its you . The right person who willing to give your shoulder for me to cry on, who will give your body for to lean on .
