Colourful of Life :)

Colouring my life . Cherish every single moment in my life . Never regret . God is Great , Fair and Almighty . He set somethings wonderful for me in the future . I just need to take the chances , never look back , step forward and more further away and away . Adding some colour to my life . Proud enough with myself . Im not asking for more or less . Satisfied enough with all i have . My life is full with love , joy and happiness . Full of hate , darkness and jealousy . Well , that is what we called LIFE . Never perfect . Yeahh . It's easy to stand with the crowd , it takes courage to stand alone . But , im used to be in that situation . Yess its true . I cant change the past , but i can run from present by worrying about my future . Great spirit help me never judge another .I never stop being me . Being myself is better . God made the world with a heart full of love .Then He looked down from Heaven above and saw that we all need a helping hand , someone's to share with , who'll understand . He made special people to see me through the glad times and the sad times too . A person on whom I can always depend . Someone that I called Ben . 

Im glad there's you to smile at me

and brighten up my day

to share my thoughts and understand

the things i do and say

Im glad there's you to laugh with me

at ordinary things

to show me what is special

in everything life brings

Im glad there's you to be with 

and i think its time you knew

just how happy you have made me

and how glad i am there's you . 

~ You never promise that you'll be always by my side and always there for me . Never mind . Stayed like this , is more than enough . Im not hoping too much . 

Forgetting . Deleting . Erasing . Ting , ting , ting ~

Ape na cakap nie . Ta tahu la . Stuck plak , title okay da . But content plak tade . Pening plak ngadap lappy nie lame lame . Klo ta ngadap bnde nie , na buat ape lagi . Nie jela sumber yg memecahkan kesunyian dikala kesepian . Ahakss . Bahasa baku betul . Nak jadi skema laa . Hmm , pejam celik pejam celik . Da nak masuk 20 da umur aku . Macam ta percaye je and sangat sangat susah nak percaya . Rase mcm baru semalam je aku main kejar kejar , baling selipar , baling tin dengan kawan kawan mase kecik kecik dulu . Sekarang , jangan harap na macam tuh lagi . Kawan kawan pown lesap ntah kemane . Masing masing da besar . So , ade hidup sendiri .Klo jumpe balik pown , nasb nasib je . But , im just hoping the best for them . Hoping the best for me too . Betul jgakk kata orang , bile diri meningkat remaje nie . Macam macam dugaan datang silih berganti but all in all i will face it . All of that keep me stronger than before . Biase la kalau teringat tuh . But sometimes bile teringat bende alah tuh yang motivate kite balik . Tapi ta payah la nak terkenang lame lame sangat kan . Hhehe . (Terase kat diri sendiri =_=') Sentap hati mak nokk . Hmm , terase gile yang aku nie da nak tue da . Badan je kecik molek . Sekali umur macam da boleh jadi mak orang da . Pfftt . Bergetah lagi okayy . Haha . Ibu kate , kalau kahwin da 10 anak da . Mak oii . Banyaknye . Limit due je ibu . :p . Haihh . Bile tengok kat kawan kawan plak . Macam macam jenis ade . Morroonn .  But , I dunt mind n dunt care . If korg okay with me , then im okayy with that . Hehe . Mmm . In a month pown , macam macam sangat jadi kat aku . Face it with patience . Ta nak amik port sangat . Bertambah sakit kepale aku . Just it will okay as usual , take time but not taking too long . Just a couple hours . Accept the truth , move on . Smiling guide you to moving on . Never look back the things that break you down . To forget easily is a gift . P/s . Hidup itu satu anugerah yang sangat berharga . Jangan sia sia kan . Live your life happily . Never regret . :)

Stalker ?? Thats me !

Yeahh . Im stalking someone blog . So do you right ?? Stalking my blog . 

Just friend Teettt !

Thanxx . :)

Banister Ben & Suzy Wuzzy

~Thank you soo much Banister Ben for everything . My best ever adviser & motivator till forever . My best friend , my boyfriend , my best supporter . Haha . Lifting up my spirit when someone dragged it down is your job . Seriously , i adore you . You wrote somethings about me that i will never forget .

~You have to thanked for all the wrongs that leads you to a love so strong

• Living a hard life you did , gone thru things that people cannot imagine and endure all the pain and suffers all on your own without anyone to hear your silent scream inside your heart .
• Im telling you something like a movie and let you feel the painless memories you had . you loved alot and care alot on others but thank God you still remember your identity , because you care about other's more than you did to yourself but you still manage to care about your own . People's heart are the priority for you . 
• You made mistakes in loving people that dont deserve your love . All of them are God's experiment to test your patience . All those mistakes that you made , you have to thanked them because now it leads you to a person who love you and you love him so strong and endlessly . 

~Thanks for always listening to me , supporting me , and encouraging me . I want you to know how much I love and appreciate you . Thanks  for thinking of me and helping to lift my spirits . And God bless you a million times over . For all that you are and for all that you do for me . Thank you ~

Hyee The Most Sweetest Stalker . :)

U called me damn stalker ?? How bout u honeyy . Please la tgk diri sendiri dulu . Im not smiling , im laughing . Heartless person ?? Yeahh . Thats me . So what ?? Do i care ?? No one care syg . 

Crush ..

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-archuleta-lyrics/crush-lyrics.html)

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Im still single laa der.. O_o

You show your true colours already, not me .  You the one should stop pretending . Tolong laa jgn nak jadi childish sangat . Remove sane sini . Block sane sini . Aku yang perempuan nie rilex jee . Take it easy sudah laa . Ta paham la dengan ko . Tade orang de nak ace ko punye . Klo ade pown , TERbace ! Aduhh haii . Semoga bahagie la yee . Bukan main cepat lagi . Nampak sangat ta sabar nak cari pengganti aku . Kan aku da cakap, satu hari nanti ko akan berterima kasih dekat aku . See , now . Tengok sendiri laa kann . :) Btw. Ape ape tanye dulu ehh. Jangan nak tuduh orang or jaja cerite orang sane sini okayy . Ta baik taww . Nanti mulut kene bakar . Haha . Okayy honey ??